Sometimes, I wish I could just break out my best friend and talk to him whenever I wanted. He's notorious for lifting my mood and undoing the damage that my own brain causes to my emotional sensibility. Or some shit like that.
I am feeling particularly broken right now, on the verge of tears for reasons I can only begin to understand. I wish I could just see "(Name) is currently typing..." I know it's not much, but for some reason, those few words would just make me smile and know that something is capable of making me feel human again. Something can make me feel like I'm more than a broken shell so jagged that I repel all those around me.
I hate distance. I hate drifting apart. I miss the best friend I've talked to so many times over the past 12 years.
I am feeling particularly broken right now, on the verge of tears for reasons I can only begin to understand. I wish I could just see "(Name) is currently typing..." I know it's not much, but for some reason, those few words would just make me smile and know that something is capable of making me feel human again. Something can make me feel like I'm more than a broken shell so jagged that I repel all those around me.
I hate distance. I hate drifting apart. I miss the best friend I've talked to so many times over the past 12 years.
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