Thursday, December 13, 2007

Why?

Why is it so hard for a guy to understand that I don't masturbate? I don't get it. I lost count of the number of times that I said it last night, and all I got in return was "here's why you should." I've heard it all before. I honestly have no interest in it. I don't see anything wrong with anyone who does, so why should anyone see anything wrong with the fact that I don't?


Hell, why did he have to bring it up in the first place? I didn't care if he was sexually frustrated. I'm not a girlfriend. I'm not a fuck buddy. I'm the girl who talks to him. Now, I'm not even sure if I feel comfortable talking to him. I don't want to hurt his feelings, but I don't want to have to worry about whether or not I'm going to be getting questioned every few minutes about my own personal habits.


I'm sorry I don't get sexually frustrated easily. I'm sorry my sex drive is as controlled as it is.


You know what? I'm wrong. I'm not sorry for those things.


I'm sorry the guy was a horny bastard last night. I'm sorry his plans to get laid last night fell through. I'm not sorry for the fact that I am the way I am.


And this is why I'm seriously considering giving up guys altogether.

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