As I'm sure anyone who had read this blog will know, opening up emotionally is not my strong suit. I'm not completely used to the idea of being capable of opening up to someone so completely that it leaves me vulnerable for all to see. For some reason though, for the past few days, I've been feeling far more vulnerable than I usually allow myself to feel. This has left me feeling weepy without the ability to shed tears (and I assure you that it takes quite a lot to get me to cry). It's left me exhausted and hyperactive. It's left me feeling more alone than I care to realize.
To those who don't know me well enough to know this, I am a big believer in the metaphysical, as well as the supernatural. I believe in energy around us being capable of alter the very way which we feel. I believe in a good number of things, but it was mostly the latter part of what I just said.
I've got to wonder if it's this energy around me that's causing me to feel this way.
I don't know, but I'm definitely not enjoying this sensation at the moment. Vulnerability is not a good look for me.